In the name of the Beloved, the Merciful, the Most High.
I’m overwhelmed by your kindness, your messages and prayers.
I am truly not worthy of them, may the Beloved Allah s.w.t keep you all safe and healthy and accept this prayer for all of you from this weak, ignorant sinful servant, by the rights of Muhammad and his purified progeny.
I don’t know what I can offer you, my shortcomings with many of you are many all I can ask is for your forgiveness.
I will reply as soon as I have a stable Internet, I don’t want to write too much before I grow a guilty conscience because instead of writing this I could reply to your messages.
Nevertheless, I see a need to thank you.
I will post a few posts I prepared for you whilst sick.
Thank you very much, and forgive me for my shortcomings.
I haven’t been active / haven’t replied recently because unfortunately I’ve fallen sick, I’ve lost my voice, have been in pain, and I’ve been spending whatever time I have awake, eating honey, squeezing lemons, mint, garlic, and whatever herbs I can get my hands on.
Forgive me for not being able to reply to the messages that you send.
Know that I receive them, and read them.
For those of you who have requested things, inshAllah by the end of the night I would have fulfilled those requests.
I sincerely ask for your dua, it just so happens that I became sick at the most important time, I’ve missed two exams because they’re both verbal.
On top of that, my personal life has taken a special turn, and I’m useless without my voice.
Most importantly, during prayer, it kills me and fills me with shame to know that I can’t speak and recite properly anymore.
I hope and pray you are all in good health, and remain so inshAllah.
Forgive me for my shortcomings, I’ll be back soon inshAllah.